SAVE ME FROM EVIL
One time,
I had this beautiful girlfriend.
I loved her so very much,
although she was a bit awkward,
like me.
In a previous relation
she'd be battered and downed
emotionally torn apart, abused,
humiliated and left behind
like a bag of trash.
She sought refuge
in a Christian woman's home.
They sheltered, nourished, and protected her
without any questions.
Until one day the priest came.
Daughter have you sinned
he asked in the shelter
of the confession chair.
In the belief all guilt
was on her, she told him everything.
he was so compassionate
he invited her to the Parish house.
She was invited to retell her story,
The priest embraced and cherished her.
All of a sudden his hands were everywhere.
Under her skirt, between her legs,
on her breasts.
She was so confused,
this had to be real love!
They met several more times,
always in secret, she was enchanted
with this newly found love.
Then, prying eyes noticed their secret,
the priest avoided her,
led her to despair.
Sunday morning sermon she showed up,
only wearing a raincoat
she walked down the aisle,
dropped her raincoat
and stood there naked like Eve.
Here I am, tell them how you love me,
like you love Jesus,
for all the wrongdoings that befell on me
like Jesus was betrayed and tortured.
The priest choked, then denied,
then he expelled her from the church.
Helpful believers threw her out,
her raincoat followed.
There she lay naked in the churchyard.
She was thrown out of the Christian home
and wandered the streets for several weeks
until we met. Her desperate eyes
and stunning beauty struck me like a hammer.
At that time a had a small chamber in a boardinghouse,
I invited her in, she dropped her suitcase
Undressed and laid herself on the small bed.
Let's have it done she said.
Despite her beauty, I couldn't
She was laying there like a mummy
with empty eyes.
I laid myself beside her,
there is no obligation I said,
She turned over and fell asleep.
At night I would go to Gabriel,
a well-known disco at that time,
as a photographer for the night events.
She was dancing there
like Kate Bush, swirling around the dancefloor.
Dodging and evading all the boys that took an interest in her.
At first, I thought that it was because she was faithful to me.
A couple of days later, when I got home,
her suitcase and her few belongings were gone.
The next night I found out she settled in with a girlfriend.
That girl was quite hostile towards me at first.
So I invited her for a chat in the Harlequin,
a quiet Bar where the more "intelligent" people would gather.
It took some time to convince her I was concerned
about our mutual friend.
I told her what I knew, and what our relationship was.
She looked relieved, we agreed to stay in touch.
Three weeks later she was at my door.
There had been an accident at a railway passage,
the Police had asked her to identify a body,
in the purse, they found her address,
She was afraid to go alone.
We, two strangers, went to the morgue.
Together we identified her. But we couldn't give any details
about next of kin.
So we mentioned the Christian home for women,
Strangely they never heard of her before,
nor did the Parish.
We were together at the grave
of someone, we hardly knew.
And not a priest in sight.
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